for krissycupcake birthday she wanted a Helen/Will fanmix. Sorry it came out so angst ridden but there is a happy part coming later on tonight. 

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All These Things That I’ve Done| The Killers

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no 

Where Are You Now?| Thee More Shallows

And oh, it’s the people you choose to leave 
Who you’ll see all the time
It’s the people you choose to leave
Who you’ll see all the time
All the time

Down the Line| Jose Gonzales

I see darkness down the line 

Our Hell| Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton

First went wrong is hard to find
We’re paralyzed, we apologize
Our hell is a good life

Colorblind| Counting Crows

I am colorblind, coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside, I am ready.. I am ready.. I am ready.. I am…’Fine’.

Blue Blood| Foals

You’ve got the blood on your hands, I think it’s my own.
We can go down to the streets and follow the shores.
Of all the people, we could be two.
Then I bite my nails to the quick, run back home.

Youth Knows No Pain| Lykke Li

So come on honey cut yourself to pieces
Come on honey give yourself completely
And do it all although you can’t believe it
Youth knows no pain
Youth knows no pain

Sorrow| The National

don’t leave my heart burning hot, alone
on the water
cover me in rag and bone sympathy
‘cos I don’t wanna get over you
I don’t wanna get over you

Down| Jason Walker

I’ve got what it takes, I’m bang up to date
You know how it is, I’m all over the place
Kicked in the face, I’m backstage
Everyone here is half of my age
Standing in line, I’m hitching a ride
I’ll give it a try but I don’t have the time
You’re telling me “never”, it should be “whenever” 

Relief Next To Me| Tegan and Sara

In the dark, I’m just no good at giving relief
In the dark, it won’t be easy to find relief
And I’m not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won’t go my whole life telling you I don’t need
But I promise this
I won’t go my whole life telling you I don’t need

Night Time| The xx

I couldn’t spill my heart
My eyes gleam looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hold my words, keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip

Meet Me On The Equinox| Death Cab For Cutie

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
And as we walk in the dimming light
Oh darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends